love, joy, dance;
♥ sugarush;
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
whee.
oh, you little pee-princess;

about

im PAM.

nothing much has changed.

and it seems as though ive outgrown blogger.

but then again,
im just reminising my oh-so-glorious past.

links
not neccesary;

talk is dirt cheap

those days
January 2004
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Saturday, September 30, 2006

guess who's back?
lol. yesyes. im back, with a simple black and pink layout. hmmm. i'll think about adding other stuff later on. and yes. its not that i dont wanna link ya, its just that, i lost your link. hee, i'll try to recover your link asap. -grins

happy happy birthday ting! (:
here's wishing you many truckloads of love from friends and simon. hee, now you're legal, "can go jail already" HA! so, be good yes? i hope you have a beautiful 18th and a real happy one. love ya!

leonardtang is playing winning11.
and we're supposedly late for church. cause we havent had lunch yet. he's going to sing today. and im part of his band! how awesome is that? we have a drummer, bassist, guitarist, pianist, and me, the shakist! (read: i play the shakers. lol) ok, so its a small contribution. but who cares? its going to be really nice. his house is like a illegal game room. he's playing winningeleven, his brother is playing world of warcraft, and im blogging. wooots!

reply to taggies!
dayah: nope, im not holding back any longer! im going to explodddeeee! you're so darn missed!

ser: i miss miss miss you too! ok class, let's begin! lol!

meena: -flicks hair. alright alright, im back now ok! (bimbo voice) -flicks hair, again. lol!

LJJ: you mean shopping? HA! how can i resist! i miss you manymany you bestieeee!

nini: im back! sorry to keep you waiting!

ting: and i wonder why huh...

leonardtang: and i shall blog about you everyday then. you dont even blog lahs. no fair! -whines.

oh yes.
ahqiang, i hope you're feeling better. that was a hell of a scare. (ok though we all think you're gf's more scary) but yes, dont ever, ever fall sick again.

and!
i-sort-of-have a job! still gotta wait for the second interview and training dates. (i'll be given allowance for training. lol. so cool.) more updates on that later. its my dream job. yayness, i cant wait. im a happy girl!

something for my soul, somewhere

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

i cant sleep.
its 0515 and i cant sleep.
i woke up at 0300.
omg.
i hope milo warms the tummy,
and i fall back asleep asap.
meanwhile,
im having fun youtubing.
yayness.


and you,
you are so damn pathetic.

something for my soul, somewhere

Monday, September 11, 2006

i am super duper lazy to blog!
and i refuse to blog.
blaaaaaaaaaaah.


reply to taggggs.
serene: full house is super duper nice huh! yayness!!

van: soul sister (: blahh, tanning soon yeah?

meena: we'll meet soooon. i miss br lahs! omg omg omg!

nini: hello fellow taitai!!! (:

something for my soul, somewhere

Tuesday, September 05, 2006
miss tai tai

i want to be a shao nai nai!
and mrtang will support my expenses.
shopping shopping shopping.
manicures & pedicures.
big fat diamond ring.
world tours.
lotsa time for me me me,
and you're mine to keep!
omg. this is the life!
i must be dreaming.
LOL.

jiayou mrtang!

today is your big day.
im just as excited as you are.
yay yay yay.
no more botak island.

and im watchin "full house" again.
this makes it the 3rd time.
im addicted to korean dramas.
:)

something for my soul, somewhere

Sunday, September 03, 2006

i love love love ktv with 156.
when pang sings, everyone looks at him in awe.
when pam sings, everyone stares.
when pei sings, everyone laughs.
when peacock sings, everyone sleeps.
when purple sings, everyone sings along.
when 156 sings together, everyone smiles.
HAHA.
i looooove 156 (:


now, im left to pursue my own dreams, my passion.
but why,
why is it so hard to appreciate the arts?
why is everything about money?
what happened to the passion?
what happened to the love for arts?
nobody supported me when i took art in secondary school.
i was deemed as a silly fool.
i didnt like mathematics or science,
does that make me a fool?
why must there always be a hinderance to your dreams?
i guess, we all need a door.
a door that opens,
to an opportunity of a lifetime.
now, im left waiting for my door to open.


"once again,
im being thrust into the valley of disappointment.
my inner world crumbles and fall with a single twitch.
every word, every drawing, every form of drama,
falls like rain in a hot summer day.
im in need of a clear blue sky,
purple butterflies and red poppies,
a polka-dotted beetle car to drive away conformity,
and leave behind stereotypes.
however,
all i see now is stormy skies,
and a crossroad full of tears, heartache and anguish.
suddenly,
the gateway to my heaven seems too far within my reach."


mrtang,
you're my superstar, always.
:)

something for my soul, somewhere

Saturday, September 02, 2006

happy birthday pris and nini (:
i love love love you two pretty girls.
thanks for being part of my life.
pris, be a happy princess always!
nini, be a good ahlun sao ah (:


wireless is finally working at home.
i can use samsung anywhere.
even the toilet.
total yayness.


im growing a fetish for the colour red;
obsessive buying of red stuff.
bright red hairbands,
bright red tank tops,
now, a bright red blogskin.
i like, i like, i like!
(fazzie, answers your question?)


wednesday;
156 birthday celebration.
thank you purple and peacock for the stitch toy!
i looooove it!
thank you peipei for the bright RED havahavas, and the watermelon necklace.
i love love love you guys!
aye jelly and ah qiang, i miss you guys!


thursday;
dinner with fazzie, clarence and yikang.
clarence is irritating.
i dont wear a dinky watch.
i wear a DNKY watch.
(and its genuine DNKY, ok?)


and so my weekend starts tomorrow!
ultimate yayness.
k-box with 156 and our new found member, PANG.
LOL.
thats leonard btw.
156 member's names all start with "P".
and peonard sounds bad.
so pang that is.


and indeed, im heartbroken to see you all bruised.
):
but its ok.
i still love you.


its gonna rain.
and the rain is going to catch my fat and stinky dog.
watch out junior!
the rain is gonna bite your ass!
i love you doggieee!

something for my soul, somewhere