pardon my big and very beeeautiful face. haha. nice right? wheee! just a little big. hmm, i'll re-edit the size when i've got the time and when my *cough cough* and *sniff sniff* is much better. haha. Till then, wheeee! :D miss me!
Friday, December 31, 2004
Friday, December 24, 2004
Have a blessed Christmas everyone!
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
i'm back! for 3 days now. haha. anyway, christmas's just around the corner. haha, got my presents alrd. now, everyone's getting the same present. i shan't be bias. haha, well, except a few special ones. -_- now, think straight. special as in, close friends? get it now? whee. clever! haha, anyway, hope you guys know the true meaning of christmas. no, i'm neither going to nag nor repeat the story. i sincerely hope that this christmas will be spent in a more meaningful way, yah, know the true meaning behind chirstmas and believe alright? Merry Christmas! :D
yuppers, will be busy this christmas weekend, from christmas carnival to christmas service to charmaine and kevin's wedding to dinner and movie after that to sunday service. whee. fully packed. Attention! if you wanna book pam for the weekend, there's still a little bit of space. haha, appointments only! First come first serve! hahaha, ok, i'm getting real bored, and real lame.
Friday, December 17, 2004
Ok, this is official. PAM'S IN LOVE! wheeeee! no, this time round, i'm not in love with potato chips, nor the cute SAF pilot (awwww, he's so cute..) hahaha, nope! i'm in love with JAY CHOU again! wheeeee, his voice melts my heart la. wheeee, cannot take it. haha. He's singing on my winamp again. oh goshh.. i'm melting.. hahahahahahaha
anyway, woke up this morning, all pissed off and stuff. mummy HAD to irritate me. tsk, mornings are the worst time to irritate me. i hate it when mornings are ruin. spoils my whole entire day. crap. oh well, and junior had to contribute to the "noise pollution" yucks! i really cannot take it when daddy or mummy's on leave. oh man, its just weird to wake up to noise created by them. urrrrgh!!!!!
oh yes, i miss sotong!!! oh man. 2 Jan seems really far suddenly. oh crap. and she's so far away from me.. i cant just call her up and scream and tell her how pissed i was this morning. *sigh* i feel terrible. seeee, its just different. nobody can replace my sotong. hahaha, oh gosh, that sounded so les. haha.
Anyway, i'll be away for the weekend! yes yes, Bintan again! wheeee! so remember to miss me! Till i blog again! Love ya! -Pam
Thursday, December 16, 2004
Casting Crowns - Who am I
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
would care to know my name,
would care to feel my hurt?
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
would choose to light the way
for my ever wandering heart?
Not because of who I am,
but because of what You've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading,
here today and gone tomorrow,
a wave tossed in the ocean,
a vapor in the wind.
Still You hear me when I'm calling, Lord,
You catch me when I'm falling.
And You've told me who I am,
I am Yours.
Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin
would look on me with love and watch me rise again?
Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
would call out through the rain and calm the storm in me?
I am Yours. I am Yours. Whom shall I fear?
Monday, December 13, 2004
I'm bacccck! whee! Camp rocks! and PHILADELPHIA rocks. haha, ok, we're the cream cheese! Oh man, my group is truly amazing, a bunch of thinkers (yes, excluding me), and a bunch of silent killers. haha, they're really quiet la! But, when it comes to playing of games and BS and stuff, yes yes, they rock. i love ya Philadelphia!
yup, so all the games had a story line, and there were 8 different groups, which represents 8 different kingdoms, yup, so basically we were supposed to battle with the other kingdoms and fight for some stuff, hahaha, i'm confused too. dots. hmm, yah, Harold makes a real good shepherd, Caleb should be the servant instead of the builder, Gerald aka Phua Chu Kang who built a bridge, Melodie the smartie pants, Victoria the WOAH athlete, Clarence the faithful servant, haha, Michelle the prim and proper- beatuiful bride, Joel the strong Warrior ,Stephanie the part-time servant, and Samuel the BS leader cum part-time servant. and last but not least, pam the not-very-entertaining jester. NOW, WHO DARES TO SAY THAT PHILDELPHIA DOESN'T ROCK! i'll coook you! *stares*
anyway, we had lots of fun together, like...
-how Joel tried to hitch a ride from the veggie lorry. hahahahaha
-gate-crashing the band prac at People's Association and Michelle calls them the recyling club.
-eating a plate filled with veggie during dinner (yes, Stephanie's the champion)
-stiring milo with a fork
-and i wonder how i became the mouse with short attention span...
-how caleb tried to kill me with the THICK amt of kaya..
-how we thought our prata was on the house. haha
-Stephanie's ben and jerry's at room temperature, and finally into the freezer on the second day. -Clarence's mystery friend, whom he's always either msging or calling. haha
-like also how caleb and joel spoilt the socket
-also, like how i scared the group when i got very "high" on 1 sip of red bull... hahahaha
-going to the wrong shopping centre for amazing race
-the singing triplets! Victoria, Melodie and I.
-and samuel was looking for the bread when it was in front of him.
-making our shield together
-bible study in the girl's messy room.
-and discovering our individual talents and putting them to good use
-torturing caleb and clarence during supper (I'm a flower girl! and.. Are you not entertained?) haha.
-Gerald's army cap. oh deear..
-countles amt of lame jokes.. whoooo, hot stuff! hahahahaha
-pam singing on Cavanegh Bridge and how it nearly collapsed
-playing twister, skipping rope, black jack, pepsi cola (yes, childhood games)
-literally breaking the ice
-listening to that stupid woman sing "let it snow" and then it rained.. -_-
-michelle and i dancing in our ponchos and realised that it isn't raining anymore
-falling asleep together (in a shape of a star i think) after the amazing race..
hmmmm, there's like a whole lot more, but yah, some memories are best left in the heart. haha, yuppers, ok so we didn't win in the end, but guess what?I LOVE YOU GUYS!!! once again, philadelphia rocks! ^-^
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The Musically Inclined Pam. wheee, i look so darn pro. heehee, Singing on Cavanegh Bridge, i wonder if it was on the verge of collasping...
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Introduing the Philadelphia shield! Wheee! Group effort k! I love our shield!
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The amazing people of Philadelphia! We were just sitting around the Indoor Stadium, watching the sunset from the east. hahahahaha.
Thursday, December 09, 2004
peek-a-boo. wheeee! finally! mahjooong! gosh, you should have seen the look on our faces (fel, kris and xj) when we opened the mahjong box, and finally poured it onto the table. we were like, "OH MY GOSH! MAHJOOONG!", and we said it with the cheeko look..anyway, i lost every single round, well, except the 2nd last one, Despite that, i won alot of "tokens" and came in 2nd place. haha, obviously, I'm DA PRO! heeheee.
hmm, i feel like i've got a tooth-ache, but nope, it isnt. tightened my braces today, doctor Teo added more wires, to close up the unnecessary gaps and stuff. haha, so i can't eat now, and it sucks. feels like i'm on a liquid diet, haha, but, neh, dont want to go on any diet.. *bleah* yah, i'm just worried that this might trigger my gastric. yes, been having occasional gastric attacks for days alrd. yah, sucks.. hmm, and im going for camp.. gosh, i'm soo worried.
ok, i better disappear now, i have yet to pack my bag, and yah, finish some stuff. heehee, ciiiao! miss me alright? :D
*P.S thankeeewww yoou, lazy meanie bum bumm! :D wheeee, *burp*
I like this photo! We were waiting for the train home, and yes, its just behind us. haha.
Wheee! Cookies and Cream shake anyonee? its suuppper filling. *fainted*
Haha, ok, Kris was busy messaging, so, wheee! *snapped* haha, cool huh, i like this photo too! :D
Monday, December 06, 2004
thought i would get a real bad trashing from my mummy yesterday for coming home late.. in the end, yah, she didnt even say anything abt it, she sounded cool abt it, just that she's concerned abt my safety. yeah, mamas and papas are all the same. my daddy's home today, hmmm, thought could spend some quality time with him, sigh. his phone just cant stop ringing, everyone's calling him, from Aust to Denmark to WAH! everywhere lah. tsk they're stealing my daddy from me! HMPH! >.<
oh well, had a fun day yesterday. sang for service yesterday, and yah, sang carols. wheee, so high-pitched, nearly died. hmm, then had lunch with Kris, she ate my share too, not suprising. hahaha, but seriously, my appetite is terrible now, the puke-ish feeling is still yeah, somewhere ard. hmm, then met up with lazy meanie bum bum. went down to see my gege in action! Wheee! he rocks, ok, Lounge Lizards rock. haha, yay! haha, then yah, we continued to walk around, and yah, played table hockey, and guess what? I WON! haha, *grins* yah, then we continued walking, and ended up taking photos, again. haha. yah, that's abt it. hmm, anyways, i'm glad, for 2 days in a row, i've been having the best sleep ever! ;) haha, so thankful for it.
yuppers, will be missing in action from friday ons. church camp! and just when i said that i'll die if i were to be in the same grp as Gerald, he came up to me and said, "guess who'll be spending 4 days with you?" *kill me please* haha, kidding kidding. he's nice lah. i'll be nice to everyone in my grp, i'll try not to be demanding, i'll try be a good group leader. *Amen*
Saturday, December 04, 2004
muscle ache! ahhh! hmmm, blame myself. haha, went to the Night Safari yesterday. wheeee, its so fun! (other than the guilt i had to bear throughout the whole journey.. sorry gerald!) yah, saw my best friend the lion, wheee, so handsome, hahaha. and yah, i love all the animals there, but they looked so lazy! -_- yeah, anyway, bought a little "gift" for myself -_- yah, a little baby elephant (hahaha, yes, another stuffed toy for my collection) its called lazy meanie bum bum. sounds like me. hahaha, DUH! :D
yah, then we took the last train to toa payoh for supper (actually, its just water that we had..) yah. then, the happening part! hahaha, i didnt feel like taking a cabbie home, felt like walking.. so, in the whole of pam's walking history, i walked home from toa payoh! *clap clap clap* i'm still in denial that i actually walked for.. woah.. total journey was around 13++ to 14 km. haha, and time taken? hahaha, almost 4 hrs. cool stuff. yah, obviously i didnt walk home alone, had the other lazy meanie (the meanest) bum bum for company (hahahaha, opps!). so we walked, and walked and walked. and yah, being a bum bum, i needed to rest my leggiee quite a bit. (slightly flat footed lahs.) yah, came home at 730am.. baked my cheesecake (although i didnt bake it.. cause you're not suppose to bake it..) and fell asleep for 3 hours and yuppers, off to church!
The End. (happening day huh!)
Thursday, December 02, 2004
i've been a little distracted for the past few days, and its damn irritating. my reflex actions are way too slow. was at sakae yesterday. wanted to drink water, so, pushed my cup against the dispenser, and the cup slipped, yah, so the hot water splashed down onto my hand. i was like, "eeerm, hot.. quite hot, ahhh, HOOOOOT!" dots, and that happened 3 times. crap. what's happening to me! my brain isn't working anymore. nothing is going right for me now, everything seems wrong. i feel so, lost.. and so empty. and i dont know what exactly is the emptiness i'm experiencing inside. and its been there for days! (maybe i do miss the examsssss.) hmmmm... i think i need to pray, badly..
ooohh, wheeeeeee. haha, helped lao ming to paint his room today. haha, tell ya the truth, i think i screwed up the sunflowers. haha, the drawing part was fine, then came the real terrible painting skills of mine. haha, oh well, lack of practice lah. dots. ok, at least the rest said it was nice, hmm, maybe they were just trying to be nice. hahaha. dots. haiya, dont expect too much from a former art student.
dots, had a nice and long talk with cynthia today. almost all my inner feelings came out, well, not all lah, had some things that i just dont wanna talk abt. dots, i guess i do feel a little better with some stuff out. hmm, guess i should learn not to block people out of my life, it sucks. AND my hair is STILL not purple. haha, crap. i'm getting a lil too excited here. hahas, dots, i wanted a brown base and purple highlight, then ivan said that i'll look, funny - like, there'll be trouble matching clothes and stuff, gosh, i was thinking, "that bad ah?" crappie monster. dots. TELL ME WHAT COLOUR MAN! hahaha. haiya. this is so irritating.
**i wannnna cryy on my pilllllow. i wannna shut myself from the world, i wannna be by myyself, i wannna escapeeee frooom everyything. i just wannna ruuun awaayyy andd never come bacck.