love, joy, dance;

Sunday, April 30, 2006

i want you to get away from me.
please, leave me alone.
get away from me!

boo. pardon my emo shit.
i'm just pms-ing

just leave me alone for today.
get lost.

weiqiang rocks my socks!
he drew me a watermelon to cheer me up!
heehee.
that's a beautiful watermelon!
:)

something for my soul, somewhere

i'm lying on my bed,
hugging stitch.
just talked to pigdog.
booo, he's such a lousy pig.
hahaha!

am watchin one tree hill.
dammit.
i'm addicted to the show
oh yes,
chad michael murray is HOT!
*covers face*
i told myself that i wouldn't bother to watch.
but look what happened.
sheesh.
i love that show now
:)

have decided not to go for the modelling thing.
i don't see a need for that now.
heehee.

i'll be going for some retail therapy later,
it makes me happy.

i may sound like an idiot here,
but...
i think i only want you. boo.
*covers face and runs away*

something for my soul, somewhere

Saturday, April 29, 2006

i hereby declare that i'm in love -
in love with meiting, faz and pris

this shot was taken before pris left.
note the smile

s :)

now now, this shot was right outside our classroom.
we lovee taking pictures!

now, we act cute ;)

chris black is so darn cool :)
he makes me laugh!
pukimama! you rock!

oh yes,
i found a nice song from tiff's blog.

"when you have to look away,
when you don't have much to say,
that's when I love you
i love you, just that way"
-Aslyn. that's when i love you

oh wells, that little part says all.
:)

today, i talked to tiff,
together with ting and dinah.
and a wee bit of peipei.

so,
dearest tiff...
"we'll all stand by you,
we'll hold you when you fall,
and pick you up when you're down.
i'm never goin to let you walk through this phrase on your own alright?
i love you to bits!"

yea,
i'm not emo today.
that's a good sign.
timon and i are emo-doctors :)

fazzie was a little down today.
so we had a little chat :)
then i decided to take out my phone and play some songs.
it played,
"everyday i love you"

and i looked to faz and said,
"hari hari, saya cinta kamu"
we broke out into laughter,
and she finally smiled :)
i should do this more often!

i have yet to complete my AW assignment.
sigh.
its the first week of school,
and i've got work to complete.
*pouts*
wells, at least i've got fantastic lecturers.
(no komala! YESSS! *heehor*)

we did this in SAM class just now
(self-awareness management)
peipei and i decided to write it down here.
(note: i lost my paper. so here's a new list)

20 "I AM's"
1. i am pamela
2. i am short
3. i am extroverted
4. i am a fashion critic almost everyday
5. i am a lousy cook (i blow up kitchens)
6. i am a goal setter with many, many dreams
7. i am the only child
8. i am a wakeboarder
9. i am a scatterbrain, with lousy memory
10. i am smiling most of the time, i suppose
11. i am in need of love most of the time
12. i am more then a friend to my pumas
13. i am a little superhero girl
14. i am terribly stubborn
15. i am in love with watermelons
16. i am downloading 'one tree hill' (and its taking forever to complete *pouts*)
17. i am not going for d&d
18. i am a not-so-hardcore clubberholic
19. i am very much shy, though i appear confident
20. i am very egoistic for a girl

i better stop eating so much.
i think i'm growin fat.
*pouts*
i better stop before i can't find a boyfriend.

-i am in need of my superhero
hahahaha!

something for my soul, somewhere

Thursday, April 27, 2006

zouk last night :)
been 4 weeks since i last clubbed.
and the feelin is so darn good!
the more i club,
the happier i am.
living the life of a not-so-hardcore-clubber.
more more more, pleaseeee!
*grins*

goodness.
this must be some emo season or something.
everyone's emo-ing.
this is so wrong.
don't emo eh.
=p

today, i declare that i'm troubled.
(no, i'm not emo)
till date, you still don't know what you want.
if that is so,
do let me know.
its makin me feel so damn stupid,
tryin to figure what the hell's going through your mind.
dammit.

somehow, i just need you to love me.
*pouts*

am sitting in the atrium now.
booo. i have nothin to do.
jamie's stoning,
meiting's playing with taz's phone.
taz's walking around.
and i'm bloggin.
(note: jamie's readin out my post..)

oh wells. let's have some eye candies ;)
photos grabbed from taz's laptop!

meiting and pam :)
part-time lesbos for 1 day.

taz and pam! wassup buddy, i still love ya alright?

that's ME! come on, gimme a smile alright?

at first, there's cheehow, zhou, robert, max and pam...

then,
there's grace, taz, raymond, crystal and whoever's hand.

jamie, meiting, pam :)
sentosa outing! wheeee!

something for my soul, somewhere

Sunday, April 23, 2006

i love prometheus!
we had an outing yesterday..
*ahemmm, qiang and i went down at 730,
when the rest met up at 11am..*

but still!
we had lotsa fun!
watched firewall,
went to the arcade and spent a HELL lot of money.
(well, actually, it was peacock that spent the most...)

so, we got amused at the machine,
(the machine that contained Stitch soft toys, and you have to insert $1 to pick it up)
and i really, really, really wanted the stitch.
vanessa had one.
i was so darn jealous lah.
hahahahaha!
alvin donated 6bucks just for Peacock to catch one for Jasmine.
BOOOM.
there was only one left in the machine.

i was so darn sad.
so teo xu and malcolm tried to catch it by using their aerospace and marine knowledge.
(only teoxu would check for wind direction...)
BUT, they still didnt catch it.
then peacock came!

weiqiang donated lotsa money so that Peacock can catch one for me :)
and that's so darn sweet!

i totally love my stitch.
but i love my prometheus more.
of course together with peacock and weiqiang!

oh yes, over the holidays,
i experienced and learnt lots of stuff!

-riding mimi's phantom at 120km/hr
-having zee-man read my mind
so many times in a night
-sleeping and waking up to
someone's puke on my arm (oppps)
-being a ghostbuster at level 45
-prometheus rocks my socks!

-car rides in the middle of the night...
-and freshies that are so darn nice
-i'm so allergic to artificial colouring
(i'm having a reaction on the face now,
and its so darn ugly, seen a doctor,
and i'm now on medication *pouts*)
-having to dip your hands into ice cold water
-operation XYZ! ;)
-MAHJONG sessions
(oei alvin, you owe me money!!)
-FOC.FOC.FOC. *fainted*

want some eye candies?
here goes!

pam and deborah :)

prometheus gls - trial camp

prometheus!

weiqiang, you don't know how
greatful i am to you.
Thank you for standing by me yeah?
THANK you so, so, so much best friend!
you're simply the best!

the PROMETHEUS family :)
rock on everyone!

oei, pig-dog.
thanks so much for everything.
i prolly woould have given up long time ago.
you geddit lah :)

Master Chef! thank you for sharing
all the tears, laughter, pain and simply, joy :)
many loves, best friend, level 99!

jasmine & pam - "we're don't wanna grow up!"
i love ya, pizza!

prometheus two! :D
you guys rock my world!

meet alex! my new found brudder ;)

haha, fazzie was sweeping the floor
when i disturbed her to take this picutre.
i love ya sweetie!
you know you're really important to me right? :)

ting and pam.
we haven't forgot about you, fazzie and pris.
see our hands? :)
pam loves ting to bitss.
you know that don't you? ;)

hmm, i can't remember the
other stuff i did during the holidays.
but i had lotsa fun!
till the next holidays,
LOVES!

something for my soul, somewhere

Friday, April 21, 2006

on the bus today,
i suddenly thought of you.
this sounds totally weird.
but, i just had a sudden urge to know how you're doing.

"Your love is like a painting.
Indescribable. Priceless.
Indefinable. Exquisite.
Totally spectacular.
And that's why I love you :D"

you get it right?
be happy always, superstar.

today, i wonder..
who's to feed me when i'm sick.
who's to carry me when i refuse to walk.
who's to carry my shopping bags.
who's to make me smile everyday.
who's to hold my hand.
who's to pat me to sleep.
who's to sing me stupid songs.
who's to love me...

something for my soul, somewhere

Monday, April 17, 2006

before i begin,

my blessings to,
the following LOVEBIRDS,
FAZ and PATRICK :)
TING and ZAID :)
remember to love each other,
support each other,
and be as tolerant as you can.
oh YES,
don't forget that PAM is still here hor.
(hahaha, i was kidding about that, go have as much fun together!)

i saw rachel yesterday.
my goodness,
i miss her :)

i was just applying cream on my sunburnt skin,
when i just stopped and stared at my neck and arm.
an arm filled with a ton of memories,
an arm...
it feels like i went to hell,
and back again.
the pain,
the cries,
the anger,
the hurt...
i felt so helpless.
BUT!
the wounds are healing,
and almost gone,
looking at it still brings back chills.
oh wells,
i'll get by!!

i haven't had much sleep since,
i have no idea when.
hahahaha,
we cheong mahjong at night,
and le-pak in the daytime.
i just know that i'm having fun :)

i also hope you'll have the time of your life before being completely sold to the country. be happy.

pamms

something for my soul, somewhere

Friday, April 14, 2006

i'm back :)

FOC is indeed a memorable camp.
*sniffs*
i don't know how to explain,
but somethings went wrong in the camp.
as a result,
i missed out 2 whole days of FUN,
and was even sent home.
i missed out interactions
with my ever dearest,
Prometheus 2
:(

i don't know if i should at least be stronger after this or not.
but i'm sure that i've learnt some stuff.
well, i did gain some treasures in exchange of my pain.

many thanks to:
weiqiang and malcolm
thanks for looking after P2
(esp to WQ, for never giving up on me, all your hugs and support, encouragement. remember to love your girlfriend like how much you "loved" me ah. hahahaha)

prometheus gls
umar, karyn, vanessa, malcolm, weiqiang, peipei, jasmine, peacock, purple & alvin.
without your love and support,
i doubt i would have held on.

gu, shingo, shyam, raq, deborah, razif, siti, azli, zaed, meiting, faz, patrick, ahmad, jeremy, john, cheehow.
somehow, without you guys also,
i couldn't have bathed, laughed, survived till now.
you guys rock on!

TITANS gls :)
i really appreciate your love!

Prometheus TWO freshies.
thank you for all of your,
"WE LOVE PAM" claps.
i regret not being there,
but you know my heart, soul and mind has never left you all.
thank you all.

last but not least,
timon and zhou :)
ALL of your love, ALL of your concern,
ALL of your TIME and ENERGY.
i really, really, really appreciate.
you guys seriously mean the world to me.
thanks for never letting go,
thanks for never giving up on me.
many loves!

and i hereby apologise for all the "fuck off" said.
"I" didn't mean it ;)
btw, if i left out your name,
just bear in mind that i still love you yeah?
i just, forgot. heehee

PAM loves everyone of you.
i mean it.

many LOVES,
many THANKS,
a heart-full of gratitude to all mentioned.

(thank you for bringing back all of my smiles!)

**more photos later!

something for my soul, somewhere

Saturday, April 08, 2006

aloha!

i'm going to disappear from
the 8th to the 14th of April.
Finally, FOC has arrived.
:)

Till the day i get back,
take lotsa care.
here's wishing you,
happy days ahead!

*Happy 21st Len!

-you're my wonderwall :)

something for my soul, somewhere

Saturday, April 01, 2006

"i'm so sick of love songs,
so tired of tears..."

boo!
sentosa was kinda fun yesterday.
brought my tanning essentials,
ready to tann,
and then..
the clouds came :(
as usual,
when there's no sun,
with nothing to do,
we gossip.
(angeline, jamie, meiting, caili and i)
we decided to walk to 7-11 to get food.
we ate a whole lot,
saw the tram and hopped on.
bad move!
as a result,
we took a tour round Sentosa beaches,
by mistake!
but we had fun :)

taking photos with jamie is no fun,
cause she is so darn tall.
boohoo.
oh wells, we did take lotsa photos anyway.
and yes, SPOT WAS THERE!
omg. he's like the cutest dog on earth.
(note: juu, i still love you :D)
he's really obedient,
though i got scratched by him,
i still love spot.
come on, everyone loves spot!

so, the night ended, headed to seah im for dinner.
the guys had some blood brother soup.
-.-
it was just soup with a hell lot of chilli.
and it wasn't THAT hot,
taz and colinn had a tummy upset.
ooh, it was really funny.
meiting and i was... entertained. haha
headed to PS.
and again, ting and i went mad in the arcade,
shoot here, shoot there.
i felt like a murder.

yesyes, it was a pretty good day :)
i think i need to go to sentosa more often,
other then the constructions,
its a beautiful place :)

i'll blog again later!
here are some pictures!

* this is me, spot and his owner

*now now, its just spot and i :)

*The girls!
-Jamie, Ting, Pam, Caili, Angeline

*its us! :)

*the character of the day.
hey buddy, i totally love you! :)

ciiaos`!

something for my soul, somewhere