*walks around*
my blog is rather empty huh? hmmm, but i like it this way. RAH! had FP this morning. MY GOODNESS!! i finally understood the true feelings of being thrown into the Jordan River. goodness. lemme explain...
i was just sitting around in class this morning, then Ms Angelina (Ms.A okies?) came up to me...
Ms A.: Pam, we need to decorate the board downstairs, you know, CNY?
Pam : Uh huh, yah, i know that board...
Ms A.: GOOD! ok, see, you have
ANY ideas on what the children can do?
Pam : *stones* hmmm, how about oranges?
Ms A.: Good idea, i've got a plan.. lemme tell ya...
Dah dah dah...
Pam: AH!! not bad not bad! i think its going to be nice..
Ms A.: Yup, ok, so i'll gather the children. you'll be teaching the children to use their fingers and explain everything to them ok?
Pam: *
STARES WITH EYES AS BIG AS A WATERMELON* ME? teach them?
Ms A.: Yah, you take one table
And so, this went on for about 20 minutes.. Then she wanted me to create dotted lines, so that the children can trace the alphabets :
Gong Xi Fa Cai. (Oh yes, our spelling sucks. we couldn't spell firecrackers -_-) And i was happily dotting away...
Ms A.: Errh, Pam dearest, you forgot about the SPACING -_-
PAM: *
STARES and thinks to herself. Fuck! i totally forgot about the spacing. *ya know, chn and big spacings?* now i gotta redo* oooh, ok then. i'll stick paper on top...
yeah, childcare teachers. *shakes head* never that easy. so, i was left to fend for myself (for like 5 times today) and the bunch of children were JUST staring at me.. hmm, they just love to anticipate my commands. bloody irritating, and to think i was so sleepy. hahaha yeah, but i still love all of them :) *oh yes, kailin had to vomit 1/4 of her food after i tried sooooo hard to make her finish. MAN!. wassup with them?! ITS FOOD! i wanna eat lorh. *looks away*
yes, so right now, i gotta rush phillip's project. RAH. i never ever did like math. i thought things were going to be different. damn. far from it. i still hate math. >.<
anyways. HAPPY DAYS TO ALL! :) though its raining, but yeah, its still a beautiful thursday!
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
morning world! :) pam has been in a rather good mood for a couple of days now. so, yeah.
anyways, here's an update about the funniest thing i did yesterday..
i was at the esplanade bus stop with faz and ting. apparently their bus came.. and i was still waiting. i waited and waited and waited (i suspect that my hair turned
brown...) so, like after half an or so, i went to check the board.. saw the timing for 70.. and my eyes popped!! the bus service only start its operation at 725 -_- i had another half an hour or so to kill... *i was actually rather lazy to walk to the other bus stop. haha
yes, then i decided to sit around and see if i recognise anyother bus.. 36 - neh. 195 - neh, 960 - neh!! then came
111 - the triple one. it looks
rather familiar (for the don't know what reason..) so i decided to board it, and see where the bus takes me..
so, i fell asleep on the bus, and
TAH DAH! i ended up in
ULU PANDAN ROAD -_- how ulu indeed. man. i was like, "Ghim Moh is for playing games.. not somewhere i wanna be now.." *
scratch head* so apparently, i looked around, i saw macdonalds.. a community centre, lots of hdb flats, cars, pap kindergarten. anything
BUT a decent bus stop -_-
wassup with ulu pandan road man? maybe they're are too ulu till they're too far from "
civilization"
yeah, so i ended up taking cab cause mama doesnt know where i was. anyways. abt today. mama's acting funny the whole morning. she nearly
banged down the whole door just to ask me to teach her to use the
camera. come on, i was like supposed to teach her. like,
be nice to my darling door -_- yes, she was talking to len last night on the phone. ever since, she's been behaving weird. she doesnt complete her sentences, and she gives me the terrible stare. i wonder what they talked about. *
shakes head*
today, i'm going to do
work. :) got alot of projects to be completed. sigh. here comes the late nights again. anyways,
for eric who had his wisdom tooth extracted, *pats head* don't worry, your wisdom is still there. hahahahaha.
HAPPY DAYS to you world :)
Happy Hari Raya Haji fazzie and all you who celebrates it :) be blessed!
something for my soul, somewhere
Thursday, January 05, 2006
today is a good day. :) why?
1. registered for driving. (yes, like finally!)
2. my kids hugged me. :) my little angels.
3. went to the zoo! (read: entrance..)
4. and the night safari! (read: another entrance..)
5. i sang hokey pokey in sch! (shakes bum)
6. took pictures :)
7. ate some fries. (finally!)
today, i shan't talk abt bad stuff. i shall not remind myself that i'm upset. yeah, so now i'm trying to get back on my feet.
OH YES. thanks so much. i appreciate you talking to my mum. how sweet. wanna get adopted? THANKS. i've reached the edge. one more push. I'll be with God soon. thanks!
something for my soul, somewhere
Wednesday, January 04, 2006
today isnt a good day.
why?
neh, you dont wanna know.
its either you know or you dont.
i dont wanna repeat.
oh wells.
i'm fine now :)
there're
really, really, really very nice people around.
i soooo appreciate you guys yeah?
i shant go into details...
serious! i'm alright already.
laughed alot, and i
finally smiled. :)
i took a long walk just now
so long until i didnt exactly know where i was...
then i walked somemore, till i saw
SHELL (it was glowing...)
went in there, bought a drink
walked to the bus stop
sat there and cleared my thoughts
then the phone rang..
walked home, finished my drink
ate 2 mentos..
bathed, blogging.
i'm
bored.
i'm
not depressed.
i'm
not upset.
i'm
not disappointed.
not anymore.
I GIVE UP!!today isnt a good day.
happy days
something for my soul, somewhere
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
my morning was sucky, i missed all my buses and had to take cab to school. i looked around to see if anyone wanted to share a cab. then i saw a face that was kinda familiar.. i cant remember who he is.. (then i realised that he's from ech -_-) i'm so lousy. we shared cabbie, talked quite abit, went to class, then i realised that i dont know his name. how clever of me.
belinda totally sucks. her sense of humour is like.. fart. so unappealing. eeew. i'm so turn off by her. ting spilled water in class, then she was like, "you gotta clean it up, get a cloth. no cloth? use your shirt lah. hahahaha" then ting and faz was like, "fuck off". hahaha. it was so funny.
i'm waiting for all the project to come in.. and i'm so super tired and i've got eye bags big enough to store chickens. ahaha. maybe not that big lah. but its alright lah. its just project afterall.. roar.
went for ice-cream and waffle today :) made my day. bro, you rock! however, i wasn't feeling well. ate it down anyway. but after that i felt pukish. i havent eaten anything for the past 3 days, except water. haha. i'm so terribly sick. haha. but i still appreciate the trip! :)
something for my soul, somewhere
today is project day. we met up at 10am, and we only finished at 11pm. nope, we weren't that hardworking. we only started doing work
much much later during the day. haha
i'm going to have gelare tomorrow. :) ice-cream and waffle. i like. it's so going to make my day. i can sense it with my toes. :)
right, bad time to blog. sudden moodswing. sucks.
CIAO
happy days everyone
something for my soul, somewhere
Sunday, January 01, 2006
(you will have to pardon my language)
today, i have nothing to say. i have no one to talk to. my parents refuse to talk to me. he doesnt know me anymore. i don't know what the fuck i did to my life.
RIGHT NOW:
fuck whatever i did last night
fuck whatever i said
fuck the drinks
fuck the music
fuck the mini hangover
fuck every bit of everything.
ting and faz, i hope things are better over your side. i know nuts about what we did last night. i dont have five children, neither do i own five lamborghinis, and my mum does not have seven cats. ting, faz, i still love you guys.
something for my soul, somewhere
