love, joy, dance;

Sunday, August 29, 2004

This is the song that never ends. It goes on and on my friend. Some people started singing it and not knowing what it was, and they'll continue singin till forever cause....

Had food fair in church today. woah, and the amount of cookies Jessica, Esther and i gotta bake is... WOAH. haha. And, the cookies became super hard. Its the ultimate test of DA Dentures, and jaw power. I'm super sorry. hahaha :D

Christine, Fel and Esther gave me Barbie Doll -_- and Moonflower for my birthday. hahaha, simply just love them so much. David gave me another glass, just that it sure gets shorter and smaller each year. By the time i reach 21, it'll be the size of a holy communion cup. -_- Anyway, Thanks. All in all, I recieved 40 over sms-es, 1 mms, a mug, a shawl, a pencil case, earings and sweets, a nice purple butterfly ring, a Roxy wallet, a polka-dot bag, a belt, a tigger stuffed toy, a sunflower, money, my POSB Debit (which im still patiently waiting..), a kiss (HAHAHAHA, from a girl that is.), 3 cards, a white gold pendant, a nice Sizzler dinner *thanks Rach, Mich and Sarah, :D, an e-card and a e-mail, and last but not least, many wishes from everyone. :D THANKS! :D

something for my soul, somewhere

Wednesday, August 25, 2004

There's only one thing i fear the most in the world - lightning. (ok, minus off the other trivial things) Yes. It was raining cats and dogs today. Real bad. I was stuck at the bus stop just outside my house for 20 minutes, carrying my curry puff. Woah, the rain got heavier and the rain just kept splashing into the bus stop. Obviously, there isn't much shelter. I was pretty alright with the rain, other than its a little cold and wet. The lightning was sure near us. It was so bright, with just one long flash, and a majestic roar of the thunder, everyone under the bus shelter covered their ears.

Ok, so I was nearly driven to tears, the loud thunder, the flash of lightnings, the self-centered people under the shelter. For that split second, I thought God didn't want me anymore. I thought He didn't care, I thought He wasn't there. That nearly forced the tears out of my eyes. At that moment, a song kept playing in my mind. It was the song we sang at chapel. I remember telling everyone i liked that song.

Then, I prayed, and sang the song over and over again. I was still scared, the thunder was still roaring. The rain was still splashing but I didn't care. I knew God was in control. Ok, Then i started eating my curry puff.. hahaha (who wants to eat a wet curry puff?!)

Yup, the truth is, God has never forsaken me, He has never left, He has always been there, just that I've been too caught up with the changes of the world to actually give a thought about God...

"Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin

would look on me with love and watch me rise again?

Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea

would call out through the rain and calm the storm in me?

Not because of who I am,

but because of what You've done.

Not because of what I've done,

But because of who You are.

I am a flower quickly fading,

here today and gone tomorrow,

a wave tossed in the ocean,

a vapor in the wind.

Still You hear me when I'm calling,

Lord, You catch me when I'm falling.

And You've told me who I am, I am Yours.

Whom shall I fear?"

something for my soul, somewhere

Sunday, August 22, 2004

Just came home from that oh-so-tiring soccer match. Ok, correction, i watched a soccer match. haha, it was a battle between the JYs and the YFs. Woah, good fight ah. Sigh, and they all know that this future nurse-to-be here. So, they decided to send me for early training, sigh, i guess that's just the reason why i can be a nurse - not scared of blood nor shit. hahahaha. Right, the weather is SERIOUSLY hot today, was practically baking under my jeans. Had a good time laughing with Joce, Cyn, Sher, Nic, Wan, Eunice, Mel.. ok. so all the girls present. heex.

something for my soul, somewhere

Monday, August 16, 2004

Sore throat, flu, migraine and the darn diarrhoea. What more can i say?

something for my soul, somewhere

Thursday, August 12, 2004

WoOooHoOo! Got back my chinese results today. GUESS WHAT! I've got a C5, and a pass for oral! Not bad ah! *winks* ok, considering that i'm quite a chinese illiterate, c5 means the world to me already. Also, the fact that the examiner gave me a PASS for the orals, means he "give face" to this so-called "mixed-blood" (he thinks i'm one, when i'm not) here. *grins. Praise God! :D

something for my soul, somewhere

Wednesday, August 11, 2004

Today's english oral was seriously unsatisfactory. SERIOUSLY! I really did screw up some parts, especially the picture description. To my amazement, the teachers thought i was some kind of entertainer and laughed at some of my ridiculous "speech". I wonder if that's good or bad news for me. Dearest me. I went blabbering and jabbering for a good whole 10 minutes. To make things worse, I talked as though the examiners were my long time best friends or something, indirectly, i'm trying to say my conversation was SUPER causal. Oh gosh, i'm scaring myself here. There goes my A1...

Anyway, had diarrhoea today. haha, to add to it, this blur toad here went to eat laksa for recess! -_- goodness gracious. That totally explains EVERYTHING.

Now, i'm totally addicted to M&Ns peanut butter chocolates! WooooHoooo! They're the best ever invented man. haha. Try it today! Errrm, right, not many places sell it already. haha.

Cheers!

something for my soul, somewhere

Saturday, August 07, 2004

Wait, before i start, let me give one biggggggg hug to Jessica and Sarah!!!! my goodness, they bought me a wallet for my birthday!! - not just an ordinary one, but one that i've been eyeing on for months man. MAN! you're the best! :D thanks!

Wanted to watch The Village yesterday, but no tickets at all. Goodness, that's the problem with national day celebrations and a movie that has just been released. *shakes head*

Changed my skin. Starting to get bored with the previous one. I sooo can't be bothered to choose a drop dead boootiful one. SO MAKE DO! : D

Alrighty, off to get my breakfast. AND i soooo can't wait for my bbq later on. :D

something for my soul, somewhere

Thursday, August 05, 2004

Literature lessons these days seem to cause a rise in my adrenaline level. oh well, what can i say. It forces me to think, with my pea brain. And it sucks. BUT, this would never change my love for Literature! :D

That reminds me, i'm turning 17 in 22 days, (as of 5 Aug 2004). I'm glad. Real glad.

something for my soul, somewhere