i don't know. I DON'T KNOW! i really don't know what's controlling my brains. Am i not contented? AM i stressed? Am i under pressure? Am i dying? (ok, maybe not...) Am i like really lost.. maybe i am. I don't know what i want, i don't know what i'm doing, i don't know what i'm studying. The only thing i know now is... hmmm, i dont know. heehee

My life is filled with nothing exciting right now. It has never been. Sigh, maybe because i'm getting older and older.. and yah lorh, did almost everything that i wanted to do before. being 18 brings me a level higher.. there's nothing that will stop me now i guess. It feels like breaking free from a cage. heehee. ^^ i love being 18, yet.. being 18 comes with more responsibilites, more troubles, more worries, more problems. sigh. how can something make you feel good yet terrible at the same time? Just like LOVE.

^^ i'm going to USA! heehee, please pray for a safe trip. :) Will be gone from the 29th Sept to 9th Oct. :) Miss me alright?